missing something

.
.
.
I used to feel.

like an abscence
going on in front
of me
upwards and slightly to the right

now, I am unable to see it.

still it surrounds me
yet I cannot percieve it.

perhaps it is a choice as such
and in itself sub conscious

to close the doors of perception

perchance they just sealed themselves

or responded...
albeit slowly
to your closing.

I feel it here
in the empty spaces
where I used to touch
haunting me
at a distance
in the dark

wearing a shrouded veil
of mist and rain

could I just pull it back
and see
the watchers watching me