Friday, January 26, 2007

some accidental beauty

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Because I just haven't bled enough....

Fallen said...

My apologies. I think we all have. (bled enough) Every time I hear this song its like my heart gets crucified on a little cross in the corner. I love it and I hate it. And this performance is amazing.

Anonymous said...

I find your choice of videos quite interesting.

Fallen said...

Thank you. I think. I post what I like and sometimes that can be a from beautiful to a little weird.

Anonymous said...

Some of them seem very pointed, but perhaps that's just me reading too much into a situation that really has nothing to very little to do with me.
I was not there this weekend, don't know if that makes you feel better or worse, but it's the truth. Wouldn't just sneak up on you like that, and you know me well enough to know I would say something.

Fallen said...

The things I post are things that speak to me and probably to you as well because you and me were "we" for so long. Afterall, you are the one who told me to buy it. You also told me it would make me cry. How right you were.
Perhaps they seem pointed because you can see the remains of us in them. I know I do. But I think that is the power of his music.
If I look I could see my failed marriage, my relationship with Jessica or the remains of the devestation "we" created.
Please dont take these things personaly, they are about you, me, us and every other person in the world that has failed another person in a relationship. I am grieving, and when I think I'm done I find out I'm not.
Additionaly I know you were not here and if you had been I am confident you would have said something. But it was like seeing a ghost, doppelganger, or bodysnatcher. It was you. It wasn't you. I am not even sure this person was actualy there.
I dont know why but it caused me no small amount of distress.